Fatty Lynn's

2010-11-25T00:18:00.001+08:00

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I can't leave without my blankets

2010-07-06T03:12:00.001+08:00

It was an awesome dinner at Marche with R and then some exciting neoprints taking and then some romantic private time. HeheWhy? Cause celebration of our one year of togetherness! (; Haha.I swore we were both damn noobs and retarded when we entered the neoprints shops.Thanks G and her bb,k and some of his friends for being such excellent host to have food kept coming in to our stairs. Haha. But I wad still famished after I left. Haha good luck for your papers cause I know I won't see u any sooner. Okay am covered with my beloved blanket now feel safe and sound and warm. Will die without you, blanket.Oh, it's time to wash u too. Poor feet had walked alot today too.

I don't wanna go to bed mad at you

2010-07-01T03:30:00.001+08:00

So fun to fight with me in the middle of the night? Till we forget what we were fighting for?So concidentally my phone dropped, battery came off , R start calling till I placed back the battery like 25 mins later he stopped calling, and then follow up the fight. It's really fate isn't it With this minor incidents in between, that led to quite a huge fight tonight.Its really a small matter to me, otherwise for him.:( HOw to sleep like that?

I love HIMYM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-06-30T23:48:00.003+08:00

- Barney Stinson

"Sometimes, even if you know how something's going to end, that doesn't mean you can't enjoy the ride."

— Ted Mosby, How I Met Your Mother, Season 2, Episode 14

Barney: And a hug is like a public dry hump.
Marshall: ...I think you're hugging wrong.

Barney: (dressed in Aladdin suit according to his playbook) My Penis grant wishes.
Random lady in the bar: :o Really?
Barney: Yes it does. Only if you rub it hard. *wink*

hahahaha.

I love this show.
Awesome and funny. (Y)(Y)

Happpy Birdday!

2010-06-30T18:22:00.004+08:00

(taking quite a while to make a wish, was I mentioned? hehe)
Happy 21st Birthday Darling!
A year old, a year wiser.
But this phrase doesn't really need to be applied on you cause you are an
indeed a young dude with an old soul. (;
That explains why i feel protected when you're around too.

Hope U had a great weekend with the plans I had lined up for U.
I love you!
Next up, Our togetherness for a year celebration!
05 July!

No, he doesn’t always make me happy. There are times when I really just want to punch him in the face, get up and walk away because it seems so much easier. But that’s not what true love is about. It’s about learning to forgive him for his mistakes, not holding grudges and bringing up the past. It’s about learning to love and admire him even more for all the small imperfections, because not one person on this earth is perfect. It’s about discovering something new about each other every day, and falling in love all over again every time you look into his eyes. It’s about understanding and working through problems, not just giving up when something goes wrong. True love wasn’t meant to be easy, but it’s definitely worth it.

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What? Am I seeing things?

2010-06-17T00:50:00.004+08:00

The price to be paid is a lil' too hefty or in fact not lil' at all...

such a big hoo ha?

2010-06-12T01:10:00.001+08:00

The design of iphone 4 pretty meh?

So many thoughts

2010-06-11T15:49:00.003+08:00

So.. Its Friday once again!
R is booking out! Gonna have a good dinner with him (finally) after a huge tiff backdated to Monday. ( that explains why my Fb updates had been kinda negative) haha
But the statement - Life is meaningless doesn't has got to to with the fight going on between the both of us. Just a random, not really random cause this statement never fails to pop up if I were to meet G for supper. Somehow we came up that afterall being alive is to get something out of life , to be rich to have a life, to earn money and .. to get a life.
Ultimately, we are slaves of money. Don't you think so?

Once again its Dumpling Festival, so I was helping out at the kitchen. I was cutting mushrooms into small pieces and quite a number of them were in really ugly to the max shape. Then I asked my Grandmother , " Will mushrooms get spoilt a not?" She paused for a minutes before answering me. And I thought for a full five minutes before asking her, I felt it was a stupid question.
I asked R, he paused and started laughing, "No! If I were your grandmother I would have kicked u!" "Don't act smart all, you were jammed when I asked you the question!" I argued back.

hahaha
Mushrooms will not get spoil because they are part of a fungus? Will they? Any mushroom experts here?

Yesterday my aunts and I walked from Chinatown to Fullerton! All because our guest from Vietnam wanted to take a god look at Our Singapore icon , Merlion.
And I had to admit it was my first time taking a good look at it too. Not only the Merlion, the breathtaking view across Singapore River to the Casino over the other end, the buildings and the afternoon Clarke Quay. It sure had a difference compared to when I'm always there in the night.

This song rocks la. R and I will start shaking our booties to this song. \m/

Another full of birthday month.
R's birthday is round he corner like in another 2 weeks time. Need some brilliant ideas. :/

R forbid me to head to the swimming pool. He doesn't want me to be tired and cranky when I meet him later. Yet again when he realized I'm sleeping when he calls, he wants me to do something constructive. What he wants la.. Confusing animal
like me.

WOOOHOOOO

2010-06-05T15:10:00.003+08:00

Finished my attachment finally!!
I was really on clouds nine yesterday!
2 months ago I walked out of the hospital crying because I had failed, 2 months later I walked out the same route and cried but because I friggin' passed!
Seriously wanna a heartfelt thanks to the staff there and Sister.
"You deserve it.", this was best sentence I've ever heard and I can't deny it.
I was so touched. There was a funny feeling when I left the ward, that I'm not gonna see my collegues anymore but then again it meant I pass. They are really bunch of lovely people. It was really a fruitful and enjoyable period of 2 months in that ward.
I just hope, I'll be able to join them in near future. Keep my fingers cross.

At the end of the day, everything will just pass, as life goes on and the clock will still tick away. When life threw you a curve ball, you still has to catch it.

Okay, now I have one and a half months to burn. How?

Happy 11 months Darling (;

testing testing

2010-06-01T20:50:00.001+08:00

Testing testing new apps new apps

Burnt

2010-05-20T00:33:00.004+08:00

I had burnt a hole in my uniform with R's iron.
The moment the iron touched down to my uniform,the fabric melted right before my eyes in split seconds. I swear I watched the whole effect in awe.
I stared at hole created, back to the fabric that was sticking to the iron like second skin and back to the hole, I was like, " RiiiiiiSHIIIIIII!!!!!!!."

Poor R had to tolerate all the nonsense that every morning when I threw tantrum like as if he's at fault.
Boyfriend what, too bad.
haha.
And he said my expression that morning was damn classic, priceless.

Well apparently, recently my pockets had been burnt too.
No idea when, where, how and why did my money goes.
Never Mind. It comes and go. (;

High spirit recently because.....
12 more working dayzzzzzz!

How not to be 'kia si'

2010-05-08T00:29:00.005+08:00

I dreamt of vultures.
I am one of the tiny vulture under a tree. But then again sometimes I felt that I was a human too.
Then a couple of gigantic vultures were sitting on the tree, looking directly at me and said, " let's get her. she's easy."
In case those who didn't had wild imagination until C mentioned,
Vulture has got to do carcass.
They are carnivore, hardcore carnivore that lives on the deads.

Very nicely. Later in the afternoon, I had to perform(or rather watch) my every first last office in my 3 yrs of nursing course.
I couldn't take it. I took a while to overcome my fear and got near my patient..Out of respect, I did not do anything but to watch. I don't want to send his last journey off half hearted.

But the dream is telling me, the vultures are talking bout me, they are referring me.
I feel disturbed.

How not to be 'kia si'.

cause Life is fking fragile.
There are many things I have yet to do.

Back to awesome Thursday evening, finally met up with my long-lost-buddies. It was great while we have dinner together and stuff. And I can't deny I'm getting old. Baby R is coming 8 months. And she has to address me as Aunty Lynn. Despite the fact that her dear mum is of the same age as me.
eeeew.

WHY NO PICTURES TAKEN?! tsk!

"kia si"

2010-05-06T00:41:00.005+08:00

Was on the phone with R and we ended up talking about bungee jumping. He asked me if I dare. I jammed and said no. I don't think I have the guts to do it. Unless those safety ropes are tied to the upper torso instead of the lower limbs, then I can imagining myself saying yes.

Imagine the ropes tied to your legs. The "wrist" of your legs. Just a small diameter to withhold the strength when you go down with the gravity, from such a great height?! NO WAY.
Then you will flung up, your head and neck swing high up in a awkward manner when the ropes had reached its limits. NO WAY.
Or when you see yourself going down facing the ground just a few centimeter away before your thick skull get smash to the ground at great speed. NO WAY.

In the past, I am the Lynn who will, wa can can. Come on mann. Wanna tie to my fingers, no problem.

The older I get, the more I am afraid of dying.

I can't jaywalk properly.
Damn scared also.
Sometimes , I will even wonder will I just sleep and never wake up?
but I can't possibly not sleep right.
hahaha.

Perhaps I value life more than ever right now.
Family especially.

Friendships? It had made me disappointed many times, too many. But I'm glad I have a handful of them.
Just these handful of them, made my life worthwhile already.
Just like some saying , its like a bus, some alight at some point of time, some board at some point of time. But there are those that board at some point of time but never alight. (;

Its 05 May 2010

2010-05-05T01:00:00.005+08:00

Happy 10th Month!

I love you.

Time flies when you're having fun indeed. :)

Halfway thru! Hang in there!

Unknowningly

2010-04-29T23:39:00.003+08:00

25 more working dayssss! Wooooohoooo!
Probably the best week, finished my three nights(Monday,Tuesday and Wednesday) and I had day off plus sleeping day plus pH. One week down just like that.

Can't wait for some getaway hoho.

and not really unknowingly la, have been counting down all this while. haha!

Kick ass!

A treat @ Swensens with my sweet heart Ashley and aunt burnt a big hole in my pocket indeed. But it's definitely worthwhile!

R says I'm too biased. haha.
too bad.

Solitary Journey

2010-04-21T22:49:00.005+08:00

The moment I boarded the bus today after work, I went straight to the upper deck and saw it was empty except me. Great. This is what I need.

Chose the 'front-est' seat, plugged in my earphones and tuned to my favourite hitz.

What a harddddddd day to overcome my emotions when I saw the girls in my ward with their new uniform.
Don't understand why this particular girl can't be slightly more sensitive.. when we were in the tea room, just so nice of her to bring up, "Hey you all going for the graduation? I don't know wanna go not. Must collect the gown by end of this month!" The rest started replying "yess of course going uh" in unison.

:(
Ouch. I wouldn't say I'm jealous. Not a tinge. I bet on my .. hair? ( Hair is a very impt factor okay!)
Just plain disappointments disappointments and more disappointments.
Why me...?

Perhaps there's a reason why my route in life had turned out this way, but I hope it won't be a vain.. But I know I have to work extra hard in it too. U reap what U sow isn't it?

If backdated to 9th December the first day of Prcp, I am where I am right now, will things turn out differently?

It sucks to sound like a downright saddo, like a loser. But I just couldn't help it but to dwell upon it.. Come on, its not a overnight thing that I can get over. It's like U won a million lottery in the end U found out U lost the ticket bet. U need time to get over.

TIME.
I guess time is the answer to all mystery right now. I wonder how my story is gonna be like..

Tried sooo hard to fight those tears.. I almost did. Talked myself thru over and over again in my mind, in my heart.
R just have to call and asked why am I so down, so off moood.
That's why I couldn't fight those silly tears any longer..
Grrr...

But then again thru this solitary journey back home, I walked under the drizzle, the bus rode in the rain. I thought I had to walk home under the rain again.. But when it reached my estate, it was bright and sunny instead..

Time.. will eventually tell everything.
It is not always a stormy weather. There will always be sunshine after rain. Even if the rain came a bit longer than your heart could take, learn to dance in the rain..
*pat on my own shoulder*

I'm gonna pull thru'...

7 weeks / 35 working days

2010-04-19T23:33:00.002+08:00

Yesss! One week down! So far it has been great,( hope I will not jinx it!) with slight hiccups but definitely some learning points for me. (everyday is a new learning day.)
Official start for certain people to become sn already. Texted C, K and S early in the morning.. Wanna bless them from the bottom of my heart and do not repeat the mistake I had made! Miss them so much.. but C is leading a better life. She's having some sexy time in Langawi right now! I want toooo! I hope after these ordeal is over, it's time for me to put my hair down too,.. That's also if I manage to get thru' it.. Keep my fingers cross.. Cannot imagine if.. history repeats itself again..

And its also those girls that were in my batch back to the same ward as me. I had this funny feeling when I saw them.. but it's not as bad as I thought..
Like what C said. Thick skin is all I need right now. Yes definitely, trying to..

Whao, probably the hardest obstacle you have to overcome is really yourself because no one can help you with that.

Thus, I went Ikea after work today alone to find inner peace.

Anyway I was talking to my lecturer, for a moment I recalled I had dreamt of that particular scene before! I remembered telling myself when I woke up and said I'm going back to my current ward.. But of course I had rest the matter behind..
Its just a dream afterall right?
Never did I expected that the dream was a nightmare..
haha.
Freaky. do you guys have these kind of encounter?

Morning calls, night calls, encouraging textes..
Thanks Darling for being with these while..
U lend me a shoulder to cry on when I need to,
U scolded me when I was making mistakes that could be avoided but because of my carelessness,
U pulled me up when I was down,
U made me smile and laugh at the right time,
U talked thru' me making me think and make wise decisions for myself,
U made me stronger.
Happy 9th month.
I guess this is love..
Every love songs I could relate to you..
It's never a mistake since 5th July 2009. :)

Why am I so cheesy? Or rather since when did I became so cheezy? hahaha.

p.s / G m.i.a

My primary school Idol.

2010-04-14T00:21:00.000+08:00

Cannot stop youtubing Westlife's songs.
Love their loveeee songs.
I feel like a pop star when I sing their songs. I wanna go karaokie!!!!

2nd day.. 38 more days to go. Today was smooth sailing.. :) Learn a different style, now I have to adapt to it.
GO go GO! =)

Fierce battle to fight

2010-04-12T18:03:00.001+08:00

Which is myself..
I really need to overcome this feeling. I really felt like shit when I was back to the hospital.
If I can't even overcome this emotions within me,
I am gonna be defeated totally if this goes on..
helppp..

Sometimes I feel like the world is against me
the sound of your voice , baby
that's what saves me
when we're together
I feel so invincible

Another battle to fight

2010-04-12T00:20:00.001+08:00

In 6 hours time... Yes. another 2 months of battle to fight :(
Gimme strength to move on....

R is gonna stay in from Monday onwards..

booo..
I'm so scared right now.. I don't know what's ahead in front of me..

lynnlynn,everything is good. Be strong.

I belong to I-need-blanket-when-I-sleep-no-matter-how-hot group-

2010-04-10T03:17:00.000+08:00

How? Blanket not dry yet. Weather turned gloomy suddenly the moment my beloved blanket was already placed into the washing machine with water.
Is it because I sang too much at home?
The rain poured even heavier as my singing went louder. I felt powerful. bwahaha.

First Open Post

2010-04-09T18:14:00.000+08:00

No more venting and personal harsh opinions here.
Why?
Because internet have eyes.
Do you wanna be judge and penalize? ={)